Hepi Birthday, Sayang...

23 Mei 2010 - Hepi Birthday to my husband, Mizi..... I love u so much.....

Bersungguh-sungguh Auni tengok cuppies tuh..
Cupcakes for my man.... And dalam bulatan tuh,

hadiah Auni for her dad... ^_^

Old Skool...

-Mak ai, rasa malu ada, tapi rasa rindu pun ada gaks.... Memang gambar old skool.... Rindu dengan kawan2 and cikgu Sabariah... -Geng2 sekolah rendah esp Bibiana, Zulianah, Sylvester, Dickson, Alfian, Asriansah, Zainal Dominggo, Abbas Basri etc always in my mind....
-X sangka sekarang aku suda bergelar ibu.... Nie dlm tahun 1993, means da 17 tahun da masa berlalu.....

Simple story bout' laboring...

Long time no see!

-Sorry, im quite bz lately with my life... As u know or mebi some of u dont, i just delivered a beautiful lil princess, Auni Zahra 11 February 2010 ago...

-So, i've continued my cuti tanpa gaji for another 2months til 14 june 2010.... 1st, most people said"wah, apa ko mo buat dua bulan extra?", some of them said "dari mana ko mo cari duit utk tanggung hidup ko dua bulan tuh?"....but for me, this is the best decision yg aku amik so far as i can see my princess membesar depan mata aku... Dari saat dia hanya tau tidur +minum susu until dia suda pandai gelak.... its a really really great satisfaction for me....

-Well, kalo mo cerita pasal saat bersalin tuh, aku mula sakit2 kontraksi 11 Feb 2010 jam 5am.... then, 5.30am, 6.15am...6.30am aku gi mandi and i noticed tanda2 bersalin suda ada iaitu kesan darah skit...

-Around 7.30am, aku, Mizi and my Ibu gi An-Nur Hospital, Bandar Baru Bangi.. Sebab time tuh labour room (LR) still penuh, aku dimasukkan dulu ke emergency room (ER)... Nurse check, yes da ada bukaan, 3cm.... jam 8.30am aku dimasukkan ke LR.. jam 9am, doctor Fatimah datang and check bukaan, 4cm....

-At this time aku masih boleh gelak2 dengan Mizi and Ibu aku.. But around 12am, the contraction betul2 sakit and pasal suda x tahan, i've asked for epidural... After that, baru aku boleh rileks balik...

-Dalam jam 2.30pm, doktor Fatimah check lagik, da 7cm... Jam 3.30pm, bidan check bukaan lagik, but she didnt say anything... Tapi dia kuar and masuk balik ke LR aku dgn alatan2+mesin.... Dalam jam 4pm baru dia bgtau yg bukaan aku da 9cm and any minute boleh bersalin....

--Aku xingat aku mula 'push' jam berapa but that time my husband sentiasa berdiri sebelah aku, setia pegang mineral water utk aku.... and 4.38pm, Auni Zahra selamat lahir ke dunia nie dgn berat 3.6kg.... ;-)

-Well, pengalaman bersalin sesuatu yang sgt indah... Sakitnya mmg sakit but xkan serik utk kita memikirkan keindahan utk dapatkan the next baby... ahahahaha...

_But apa aku nak cakap kat sini, dont be afraid to get pregnant... Alasan takut gemuk, the painful, kesan rekahan kat perut bukan alasan utama... Its all about ur experience to be a mother... And im still in the learning process of it... Hopefully i can be a good mother to Auni and a good wife to Mizi... InsyaAllah...

-Ok, got to go now... Nak tidur dulu.... Tata